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21st Century Lesbian Trailer Trash

These are the mad musings of a middle aged woman, dyke, nurse, poet. I have a dog, a cat, a mobile home, and delusions of grandeur.

Location: California, United States

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

OK. You Win. I Suck.

So I take this Rate Your Life Quiz posted by Gina. And while my overall life score is about average, and my financial, spirit, mind, and body scores are higher than average, my social life and my love life are in the toilet.

Like I needed a quiz to make me aware of this fact.

Here I am, limping along like your average, slightly wounded citizen who, up until this point was relatively proud of having survived the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune.

I could have done better. I could have done worse. I might still take a few more steps in the direction of reaching my overall Life Goals. But the fact remains that I suck at relationships.

Actually, it's not relationships in general that I'm no good at. It's love relationships. And I have already discussed that here. Not that I think I'm a lost cause. It's just that there are not many out there who have the patience to live in PamWorld for extended periods of time.

Some of the terms people use to describe me: Smart. Funny. Friendly. Warm. Tough. Fair. Sympathetic. Unpredictable. Passionate. Fiery. Difficult. Although my housemate did say that I was very easy to live with, I think it only meant I didn't hassle her. The truth is, I gave up.

The bottom line is that I will never fit the descriptive term Normal. Even my own shrink, who dearly loved me called me eccentric. "Not in a bad way. In a good way." She hastened to add.

For those of you who do not know me, this is all a bit tongue in cheek. Since childhood I have championed all who are different. I celebrate those who walk to the beat of a different drummer. It's why I do so well with schizophrenics. I can sift through the insanity to find the kernel of each person's individual truth.

One might question why I torture my self with these quizzes and comparisons. Well. It's fun. But I try not to fool myself into believing that they have any relevance to my life.

Kinja, the weblog guide


Blogger Seabiscuit said...

I can assure you of one thing...suck you don't. Romantic relationships are difficult no matter how ready you are for one. It is the mixing of two people- things can get complicated. Not that I would know. LOL I've read some good books though.

6:08 PM PST  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I enjoed the quiz...it was entertaining. Strange as it may sound I met the love of my life on lebian nation...It was like finding a needle in a hay stack. I'm not a partier and wasn't looking for some dyke drama. I wanted a deep relationship and found the love of my life. When you meet the love of your life, it just clicks and it's not so complicated. When it's not quite right that's when it's complicated, confusing and twisted.
take care...like your blog

7:24 PM PST  

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